Hi all! My name is Eden, and I’m a
Secondary English Education major. Usually, that is regarded as a fairly boring
introduction – and it is. But, in regards to this assignment, and introducing
myself as a member of this classroom/writing community, I find it to be fairly
substantial. At the framework of my first “Teacher’s College Experience” last
semester with my cohort was the idea that “Those who teach writing must be
writers themselves.” If I hope to make a meaningful and lasting impact on my
future students, the biggest favor I can do for them and my future self is to
continually and tirelessly hone my writing skills. My identity as an
educator-in-training has tapped into almost every aspect of my life. My journey
as an educator has informed my identity as a student, as my development as a
writer has impacted my perception of the world around me. I’m passionate about
writing – I’ve loved coming into my own as a writer, and am always intrigued in
the ways in which I can improve.
My writing has become a means for
communicating clearly and explicitly with others – this developed due to my
pursuit of professional growth as an educator, and is a fairly new component of
my “writing” identity. My writing has also become an extension of myself,
whereas I am providing others with a window into who I really am – vital both
as an educator to my students, to my colleagues, and to my family and friends.
My writing has also been my creative outlet. I find writing to be frustrating,
intoxicating, relaxing, dutiful, perilous, joyful, and rewarding – it is from
my own writing that I have learned the most about the ways in which I think.
Additionally, I continually
surprise myself when I take the time to sit down and write. This often comes
across as arrogant – I hope to convey that I don’t mean I surprise myself as in
“Wow, I’m so incredibly philosophical and my thoughts could change the ocean
tides.” I simply mean that when I feel as if I’m misunderstanding a concept, or
stuck in a rut considering a text, taking the time to sit down and blurt out
every thought that crosses my mind usually reveals an insightful thought that I
otherwise wouldn’t have discovered within myself.
From my reading of Harris, I define
community as a central hub that informs and pushes our discourses with the
world around us. These particular dialogues that take place within a community
that fuel our thinking also shape “what [we] can and will do” (12). The term
community is wearisome in that it may be seen as “sentimental,” according to
Harris – but it can also be a powerful term, one that indicates a shared
purpose and effort. Belonging to a community is something that we, as humans,
are ultimately and undeniably drawn to… In this way, our existing in
communities is unintentional, which makes it all the more interesting to
examine our active roles within our communities, and having the ability to
further analyze ourselves. Our participation within a community is most
assuredly inevitable – we exist in multiple communities, and as Harris states,
we may never fully feel whole to one in particular. But this multi-faceted
aspect of our own identities from existing in various communities is what helps
to inform our writing, and what shapes us in the end.
Considering my own communities, I
would list the following as ones in which I currently exist: family, friends,
acquaintances, professional networking, Greek life, educator, student, Husker,
woman, significant other, feminist, employee… The list is incredibly long, I’m
sure, in the end. As I was writing this, I found it curious that my communities
are established through the label of a particular identity – something that has
struck me in my academic endeavors is the concept of identity acquisition
existing as a recursive and multi-faceted process – quite similar to the
belonging to various communities. This isn’t necessarily an “Aha!’ moment, so
much as it is a truer understanding of the term community, and the ways in
which my understanding of “community” itself has informed my understanding of
my own identity as a person and as a writer.
Eden,
ReplyDeleteI find it so fascinating how closely you link your academic identity and your future professional identity to the rest of your overall identity. I love that you've pulled on the "best teachers of writing are writers themselves" quote. That is one of my favorite ideas. I hope this class will give you some new ways to think about both yourself as a writer and the role writing can play in your future classroom or for the community of educators.
Though your point about community and identity may not have been an "Aha" one for you, it sure was for me. As you named your communities in ways that are synonymous to identity labels you might give yourself, it made me wonder where the line is? Or what is the relationship between identity and community? I think this will be a key question for our first project in particular!